Is that really me....

When I look at the photos of myself when I was a little girl, I wonder was that really me.... I was a happy and content little toddler .... I keep thinking that little girl can't be me, she looks just like my daughter, can it be....?

When I look at this beautiful little girl, I keep thinking to myself that I could never hurt such a tiny little thing....

I missed out .....

When I look at the pictures of my mom and dad it always brings a tear to my eyes.... they seemed so happy and their lives where full of love and happiness, something thati never got to experience.... I feel so deprived of this family that was once apon a time mine....

Mom & Dad on their wedding day .... 

The Happy Family 

My dad - SuperMan

My beautiful mom 

The two people who made me....

The amazing family unit I never got to Experience...

How I long to see myself smile the way my mom was smiling in these pictures, I long for my husband to look at me and hold me the way my dad does with my mom..... I always wonder if I will ever experience this happiness .....